The problems that we have are hardly ignorable. And they never should be ignored. I’ve lived in a state of ignorance for so long that to ignore the truth has allowed me to create a reality that allows me to blindly and idiotically pretend that my decisions don’t justify te consequences that have today.

Jesus does this even make sense? What I’m trying to say is I’ve fucked up. Now we hate our lives and we hate eachother. It’s not the way it’s supposed to be. I can change it… I have to.