Why do I do the things I do?
Why do I continue to make the same mistakes over and over again? Why do I seem to find it so difficult to move forward in life and let go of my childhood and the kid I once was. The answer is I’m scared. I’m terrified of becoming an adult. I’m going through a quarter life crisis without anything to fall back on. No college. No nothing. And at the same time having an identity crisis that I’ve blatantly ignored for a long time. Now everything is crashing down at one time. I feel overwhelmed and completely lost. Now my doctor is asking me if dementia runs in my family because i cant remember anything anymore. My eye has been twitching relentlessly for months. My relationship is crumbling and it’s no bodies fault but my own. Arianna just wants what’s best for me and is trying to help me. And I’m so thankful to have her here. Day after day I walk through life ignoring every problem that I have or have created. And it comes up in one way or any other And much more frequently now then ever. I never saw myself being the person going to the self help section of the bookstore but looks like that’s what my life has become for rght now and for the most part I’m okay with it. As long as its not forever. I refuse to spend my life miserable
“Life is getting better all the time, as long as we are together everything is going to be alright, you know what they say good things come to those who wait” @grancicle
To him: “I like her sooo much better. She’s not all weird and I’m not depressed while talking to her. She’s so nice and cute.”
To me: “you’re so cute. Trust me I’ve seen him before, I can tell he’s so much better off and happier, trust me.”
To us from her and her mom: “you guys should have kids,…
